Thursday, November 29, 2007

mmmmm fake pine smell

Ahhh yes. Christmas is coming quickly. It's so bizarre how time flys.
I know i said that i would try to be a big girl and send out cards this year, but i deffinately fibbed in that. I'm in protest of cards.
It's not that i don't appreciate them or enjoy getting one. I just know that once christmas is over it goes in the garbage. Waste of paper you know? I think its nice when you get one from someone you never see because at least you know your in their thoughts. But why not just make a quick phone call or text. That does the same thing, without the use of postage (depending on the phone plan you have ;p).
The way i see it is this: i don't really like to use my phone or send out mail. It takes me forever to delete voice mails cuz i just don't give a crap. The only thing i like is texting. I do all my bills online so i don't need to send anything out. It's the technology man. I can easily put some seasons greetings on a bullitin on myspace, post a blog, emails, etc.
So yeah, I'm sorry if it might not seem as personal and you would like it. But hey, if we're close youll hear from me. And if not, then you know i care enough to wish you happy holidays in a round about way. Either way, i hope everyone has a good holiday. So no complaints on how i do it lol. BLAME THE INTERNET.
I'm not sure why i get so bajiggity about cards, but it do. And i feel bad about throwing them away but saving them is no good. I don't like being a pack rat at all. And with every occasion comes a card. i think if i saved every card i got thus far i wouldnt be able to move in my apt. Ok thats probably a lie, but you get my drift. I dont even know why i wrote about this. im weird.
Otherwise... nothing new in my life really. Same shit different day. Thats the way life goes. It's awesome like that. Yeahhhhhh later :)

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Hell no you can't shit on mah turkey!

I'd like to know why everyone thinks this is the week to fuck with me. Cuz seriously, the next time something happens...whomever causes it is getting punched in the face.
First i've got that idiot of a guy texting me trying to start nonsense. And then i guess becuase it doesn't go his way he decided to key the car with what is suppose to look like a penis and balls, but instead looks like an ice cream cone. Yeah, dumbass did it with a pen. And throws and egg...but on the tire......can someone tell me how thats suppose to be damaging? Unfortunately for him, what happened was the best damn thing that happened to me. My relationship is so solid. I am so flippin happy its crazy. My man has this great new job where he's gone to the point where i actually appreciate him when he gets home. I miss him. I cherish those quick times i get with him. So fuck off. Your the deadbeat. And you gunna spend the rest of your life with a woman who adores the crap outta you...and youll never appreciate it the way she wants you too. I'll bet on it even.
Then i get a new atm card and a pin code. i go to the store to make a purchase and look like a total asshole because the code is apparently incorrect. So great, no purchase made and i walk out the door feeling hotness on my face because i clearly look like i either didn't have the money or i didn't know my own pin code. And of course my bank closes early, so it's the drive though until friday.
Then i go to the bathroom and it's locked. Which is fine, but one of the new girls from the other company for some reason hates me. Her and her friend....i just don't get it. I walk in every morning and say "Good morning" and even though they use to say it back they dont anymore. It's like when i walk past they wanna trash me and i don't know why. Actually, i do. Because every damn girl that sorts mail over there looks at me and thinks of me as a dumb rich white girl. I don't do a damn thing but be polite and i get shit on for it. All i really want is for people to be fuckin courteous. So what if i don't sort mail all day? just cuz i do something different from the rest in no way means i'm any better. My life was never a bed of roses, i didn't get thing handed to me. i've worked for it just like everyone else. And all they can do is dislike me. It's just fuckin nonsense. Thats what this is about. I'm getting really irritated with nonsense and the people who inflict it. JUST BECAUSE YOUR A MISERABLE SON OF A BITCH DOESN'T MEAN YOU GET TO RAIN ON MY PARADE.
I'm going to get out of work and i'm gunna run some errands for tomorrows festivites. And it's gunna be great tomorrow. Eating and drinking with family. it's a four day weekend and i'm starting it right with cocktails later. I'm done venting. I just have to keep reminding myself that what goes around comes around. And that it will be ok. so yeah...happy turkey day guys and dolls. Hope urs is filled with as much love as mine. Bye :)