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Sooooooo i've got a few things to randomly spew. lets do this:

ONE....im really not feeling this whole getting old thing. Do u know i had to explain to this 22 year old guy who the Jerky Boys are? THE JERKY BOYS????? please tell me that i just happened to stumble upon a loser rather than someone too young to know. Cuz i just wont accept any other answer. Besides that my bff at work is 22 so im always hearin about her sorority or guys, or her friend's guys, or basically anything random shed like to share with me. And its not that i dont mind....but basically i really feel like im on this different page then everyone else lately.

all of my friends either have kids or are far away from me. So im pretty much friendless. So its like the little that i have im just like.....ok...kinda been there already. giving words of widsom and what not. i text my sister constantly bc shes the only one i can frikken relate to that actually gives a crap....that i actually laugh with even though shes across the country. now friggin explain that.

Bran's got his band member bff. they are so far eachother's asses i could hurl right now. But maybe im just jealous i know. i vented to my coworker once and she was like "geez u need some friends come hang with me" and im like "uh yeah i know that, i have friends i just cant hang out with them...they all moved. And no thanks....im not into the whole dressing up clubbin thing." im not. why the hell am i gunna get all dolled up for? to go sip wine and dance? i mean i would but its just not my thing. i like hanging out in a t shirt and underwear for gods sake. i just....really dont fit in. i wish my bf moved back. i tell her all the time. cuz thats where id be. im just...super lonely and a lil extra emotional right now. could be the gremlin too. yeah def is. im sure that by now this seems pathetic....but whatever. its not. its life. so suck it.

Friday i'll be walking eisenhower park. it's the lymphoma walk. already registered and we will be there with leslie. She has a scan next week...and i pray nothing comes up. She looks good, she feels good. Shes been going through the treatments. im positive that this will be ok. But ifu could set some time aside and add an extra prayer for her that would be great.

So besides the no carb-no beer during the week i have quit smoking the herb as well!!!
i know right??? im excited about it. this will be the third day and im fine. super fine. i mean i miss it sure. it relaxes me at the end of the day. BUT i dont get the munchies, so its workin out great. plus its more money in our pockets. So im doing really well. its kinds odd to say this but....ive never been this sober and im still not totally sober yanno? idk. im excited about it. it makes me feel good knowing that i have self control. bc at times i know that i can be easily addicted to anything u put infront of me. thats scary to admit but its 100 percent tru.

ok yeah so thats it for right now. making progress y'all. ill update soon! kisses :)

Everyday is a winding road. I get a little bit closer to feelin fine.

Well hello hello. been a while. Its not that i don't have anything to report. but i use the computer all day and by the time i get home i dont wanna go near it. i usually dont go on on weekends either. Its always good to take a break and enjoy life a little bit.

Work is ok. i will hopefully be moving up after my supervisor goes on maternity leave into the property damage unit as an adjuster. SUPER excited about it. Honestly i bust my ass. And i think its great that the higher ups recognize it. I'm looking forward to learning more. Plus i wont have to be on the phones all day long talking to morons. ill be talking to people but certainly not as much as i do now. I cannot wait :)

Bri hurt his foot on the job and was out for two weeks. just went back to the doc today and he recommended pt for the tendon that he tore in the back. Nothings broken thank goodness. And bri couldnt wait to get back to work. i swear, he is the antsiest man alive. he wanted to go back to work after the first week. It was a nightmare to get him to sit down and keep off that thing. Sheesh.

Besides that nothing else really. First day of cutting the carbs. I've really been bad. But after day one im not feelin bad at all. i dont miss it too much right now. i missed it in the morning, but we got so busy that it was off my mind for a lil bit. doin good man doin good. And u know what else?! im cutting out the booze too. im not going out on wednesdays anymore. And ive decided that if i go out on the weekend ill have wine. I'm excited about it. this has been the second week i havent gone out on a wednesday. i dont really miss it. i mean it was bad on irish day....but hopefully i can have a free pass on that :p

alright im goin. c ya later gater