The more things change, the more things stay the same.

I wonder if ill ever get a sober phone call from you. i guess i should be thankful that you only sounded buzzed today. I'm not mad at you nor do i hate you. But i hope you know that your missing out on our lives. I wonder if that even concerns you. Because i miss you. Shit....you just have no idea how much i miss you. The phone calls are shorter each time. with you being the one to always cut it short. i have the time....so why not let us share it for awhile and talk about life? truth is....i have so much to say that i want you to know, that i want u to react to....but u dont make the time. And it hurts me. you cried when i got engaged...and now i have to remind u each phone call when im getting married....and hope that youll even show. and thats even if you give me the time to remind you. I dont think that its alot to ask.....to just seem somewhat intersted in whats going on. I miss you.....or the old you.......the you before you moved away. Please come back.