I'm losing faith

After This weekend, I’m seriously done with all the bullshit this world has to offer.

I have a HUGE problem with the lack of respect people have for others. It’s sickening.

For the past couple months there have been four friends in the big pool of friends we have that do not like Brian to the point where we get the shit end and everyone else gets to go out together and have fun.

And I think it’s crap. If you had any respect for me or both of our feelings you would be civil. There’s just no excuse for such immaturity.

What? You don’t like him because he calls u out and makes u uncomfortable? Maybe that’s what u all need. Someone to tell you how it is rather than sprinkle more sugar over the bullshit shell u have.
That’s the problem, no one likes being taken out of the comfort zone. They want you to smell the roses that hide the animal feces underneath. Because admitting anything makes u feel vulnerable. And you all need ur egos to stay alive.

Well, if u guys want to continue the fakeness, than be my guest. Go on hanging out with one another and then come home and talk the real talk. Cuz when your around different sets of people, u say different things. How lame it is that no one gets along. But it’s so easy to make and brake plans to go where they are, isn’t it?

I think the real problem is this: you all need to grow the fuck up.

Maybe I don’t wanna do what you all wanna do anymore. Maybe partying it up isn’t my focus. Maybe LIVING is my focus. Maybe I wanna have money by Sunday. Maybe I’m tired of feeling ill. MAYBE…I just don’t wanna be like u.

Maybe the only real people I have in this world are the three friends I’ve had since I was 11. And u know what? That’s fine. Because throughout everything they’ve never left me out in the dust. No matter how bad it’s gotten, your still here. And maybe just loving you guys is all that I need.